六月二十三号

属于我的枫，

今天是我的生日也是你的忌日，是你该对我说“生日快乐”；
还是我该问候你在那里过得好吗？
你知道吗？这三年来我最怕的日子就是今天。。。因为我真的不懂该如何去面对。
更不懂怎么样让自己在这一天快乐。。。因为这一天让我完全的失去了你。。。
今天的我开始学习再去爱。。。虽然我不晓得结果会怎样，但至少我真正的去付出；
真正的去面对，去疼锡关怀和爱。。。我想这也是你过去如今最想看到的。
枫，我只希望你能安息。。。你会在那里过得好。。。

不忘你的我，
静

23rd May 2008

我无法忘记的--枫，

I was still thinking of you and missing you on the 23rd May 2008. And I have long waited for you in my dreamland, I was pleading you to meet me again in my dream. I thought you have left me for good.......and yet I know now that you're trying to let me open up my heart. You're truly my guidance angel......Though I am in love again, and yet I just not going to erase you from my life. As you're part of me.....you're the one that taught me the lesson to love and treasure while I still can. You also the one that make me know what's love and how to love. I don't know am I going to talk with you like those days? I really don't know.....all I know are you'll be always in me, as you stayed in my past, in my memory and already be part of me. 枫, I think I have to move on from here.......to live a different life and a life that you really want me to.

I wish you can tell me something......I am just so silly.......

Forever has you, 静